my mind spinning,
anxious, out of body
constant vertigo.
drop of a teaspoon
loss of focus.
i have to apologize and ask to repeat
cause i was reflecting on how right my discernment was.
and i chose to ignore it because i had hope
hope is dangerous.
im happier now,
though my physical self is not doing so well as a result of mistreatment. corrupted mentality.
but ill heal with time everyone does.