I hate arguments. Because if i lose, it makes me feel small,vulnerable and weak. And if i were to win, there's just no sense of accomplishment. Worn out i feel before i even begin to argue back, before i even begin to speak. Because i know its gonna get me no-where. So i just stay silent and don't retort. But that doesn't mean i don't care. that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. Because the one thing that goes through my mind when we argue, Is how come you seem to enjoy what you do? How come i still like you?