ever since i've quit smoking: beside those two self-congratulatory puffs at the end of each day... more and more people are smoking... in movies... they look so... content with the stampede of the locomotive breath... interludes into 5 minute incissions of absolutely dis-satisfaction...
4th of july... some variation of independence day... i'm planning to visit Loon'don... for a sport of: zoology... i'll take a hubris and hiatus magic pouch of liqour with me... expecting: riots...
peacocks and pistachios... porcupines and pomegranates... molotov cocktails and bagpies... i just want to see... oxford circus yawn... i want to take the scenic route of a promenade upon stepping off the tube... perform the dull task... of... window-shopping for mannequin in restaurants...
oh god... i'll have to trim my beard... dissolve some sugar in water and put it in my hair so: stick-ing anti-wind gravitas... i'll walk this mistanthrope on a leash of good riddles... i'll play the part of someone from norwich... not someone from romford... Loon'don the tease from Mashiter's Hill... plain as day: the sky-line in my hungry eyes... almost towing a cow:
and of course i want to be seen... how otherwise not so settle the matters of sensibility... of this ******-fest of: the obeying conundrum... 4 dada suicides: published by atlas press in an edition of 1000 copies... 2005... what a fraction i do own....
arthur cravan among the four... the nephew or... some variant of... related to... oscar wilde... yes... the physiognomy are a steal... in terms of what's resembled...
i trip down: don't tempt me... memory lane... world was I: and the war... the dada movement in Zurich.... cabaret voltaire... Geneva? well... fast paced betting... live and try to not get rich... something to get by... working for... a loitering wage... if you gave me... 2 tonnes of soil... a tonne of gravel... and said... 3 hours... fair-*******-afro-frenzy and enough... but "work" as a loitering... what "lockdown"? the neighbour finally put up a fence after 15 years of her being implored... the old roots and stumps had to be dug up... all the way from late february... a new shed... 13sqm of wimbledon turf to admire and water... i have to forbid myself joy... though... in telling my maternal grandfather: i've quit smoking... before he dies: and i pretend to wish to grow old: i hope this happens... this... carrier pigeon message is passed...
only today the bewildering... sacrilege... i was watching: corpus christi... 2019... point being... it was in my native tongue... with english subtitles... i can't pretend... i was more eager to read the subtitles than to listen to the "mother" and the "father"... sure as hell and that they will die... this language will die in the vicinity... then within me... who am i going to speak it to... i can imagine... "30 years of and tomorrow"... and i'll speak it: zapomniejać mówienie po polsku...
russian interlude i'd call them... i'll most certainly not me... a lithuanian ****** miłoš.... i have to arrive at the prospect... i am not really arriving at a country left... or a country arrived at... "nation": ah ha! siamese twin horror: bilingual freaks... i was always told to shy away from the concept of a diaspora... unlike... the jew the italian... the russian oligarchy... and english... what... i... made... of... it...
neu-concept... i... a pronoun category word... some obnoxious... reflexive-reflective quadratic of anti-narcissus... i: a pronoun... perhaps... but i as... king george minded... i: verb!
i will take: will i? i like the idea of the 4th of july... the tokyo olympics... that one event in the sport calendar... when... i don't feel infringed... with a body capacity to... perform... a palé - i do have a body... for greek wrestling... antithesis judo... but sure as **** a plethora of body shapes... ping-pong table assured... click-bait... without a tennis racket... and that's why... squash would have been a good choice to join the olympic racket... olympiaco(s) raquettes...
lofty body builders... ant-worshipping... not relevant though... sprint a 100m... climb 100m... clearly toned equilibrium bodies... bouldering and baseball... no squash... tennis is hardly an olympic sport... it's a money sport... it's a riviera elton john slim jr. sort of sport... football? it's a money sport... rugby? it's a ******* sort of sport... football is about as much an olympic sport as... a curse of a sneeze... the only reason why brazil staged the sporting affair was... because they lost the world cup... blah blah...
squash should be an olympic sport... why it isn't... and forest ******* gump can have his... ping(o)-pong(o) berlusconi parties: minus... tony blaire... is all the reason to note...
hmm... blaire... white... that tehran trans whizz kid... i see... no... no... absolutely... not similarities... within the confines... of... "a borrowed shadow" of... eva longoria...
i had the same plans for halloween... the same plans for prague... prague i can forgive myself... mother has a hip-replacement... and i'm all up-and-arms: ******... like the good boy scout buffalo billy-oh / geiny boy!
to suffer from a lack of ****... is not... to find jokes in language: when one still has... itchy finger-tips... "suffer"... and "lack of ****"... best resolve... no clingy p.s. no... cuckoldry... the fabled ex-girlfriend of mine... ex-.... ****... how old am i? 34... an ex- from... ah... ha ha... when i was 21... prostitutes... a thai surprise... and a black girl done at random when i hosted my own birthday party... with an art of an *** so tight... i received a plum tattoo above... where her coccyx decided to toy with the... "art of mechnical reproduction"...
walter... "waterboy"... benjamin? herowitz? i too had a really ****** surname... like... ******... like stalin... catholic ploy... take the best of the three given... we also reserve an option of a fourth when you... decide to... become... confirmed... lucky for some atheists: who have been... unlucky for me...
of the people that stayed... of the people that left... unlucky for me... those that left: didn't "leave"... the australians... left and "left" and it's not like... they came back speaking total ******* cockney...
it's not that i'm even confused... "overwhelmed" with emotions... that reveal themselves... to have to be... perpetually... displaced... post-modernist... quack for doctor... quasi for marxist astute!
my ideal ex... rich girl... one spare apartment in st. petersburg... riches in novosibirsk... educated in england... look at me... i ****** a rich ****... a prop'ah... rich ****... a russian rich ****... not old english sloth dough... not a reperations **** of worship that choc-a-bloc-of-sowwy... a real... oyster binding with teeth sort of libido... well! ha! lucky me! for a ******! she's not a mongrel 2nd class citizen of the turnip and tulip and... beg R'ah-R'ah-Rhapso-silly-Pullin'-Tin!
you know... i can remember the love at first sights in my life... she... Ilona... i experienced in reverse... two girls were trying to fry some pancakes... she hook and sinkered my iPod... while i refined the idea of pancakes... she looked like... something the ugly duckling would bully at... duck school... filled her gob... smart...
yeah yeah... but i do remember all the times i experienced love at first sight... and their names... the best horror movie i would ever land in being a critique for...
1. Milena... 2. Kot... i can't remember her name... that's her surnane... she had... two younger sisters... twins... 3. samantha... st. augustine's primary school... 4. janina (canon palmer... an ugly affair... i hoped i made reperations to... joining art class and giving her a rose) 5. gemma la porte... 6. emma... a big... ******* sensation... 7. let's just call her Sancha... irish girl... two years older than me... still in highschool... 8. Isabella... the french psychology student... and god begot: a loss of virginity... 9. priya... who's the 6 / 7... the sister of my first girlfriend... which would make... a 18 year old... a pedohpile with a... 15? year old... 10. predates 4... cameron diaz in the mask... 11. is a cameflouge of Ilona... my love at first sight in reverse... if i stayed long enough... i would have ***** myself to oogle my eyes out and **** her like some aria giovanni clone... big siberian nose... her myopia and being plasyfully teasing "short"... yes yes... beside that... massive plum bullseye... we must call that: wetted ****: seconds...
see... i have this cinema in my mind... of first loves... loves at first sights... more thirsts rather than thrills... and... then i want to see Loon'don... in zoological modus operandi... i want to see... window-shopping for mannequins of... sylvia plath borderline psychotic shoelaces of soul...
i want to shop for... the agony confined to... raised eyebrows and the confines of... all things made easily extreme bound to ****** expression... having to... self-lacerate... before the pro-social cordial... i want to see the future martians... misantrophes... like-oid mois...
i can honestly be trusted with "love"... call it the muse.... first sighting... her moles her first trickled... lob of the forgotten kiss... the whirlwind thorough lintany... her lapse in a guarantee of ear lobes... like my... "shy"... occipital lobe.... investigated by janina...
that little light in a tunnel... a summer in masovia... or mongolia... or.. whatever is called... crisp... and doughnut... idaho... jeffrey: jeff'ohs "napoleon dynamite"... dahmer... mon'ghouls: the goos of the freely rejected... cousin Sib is no mal. and frying up with word-blob Sah... -eria contra... bloat-zilla... -ara... death-stow genius no-no... trans-nanny has an eastender melt-meow-down... the opera goes: fly-be-fwee: lucky luke and the fervour of the force for a complete... ****-lawd comeback town: towwie... gripping basics... king jefffers... and jaffa... and khalidha... and lay-tea-cia... milkin' dozens... **** ****... ******* whapping 'inge... cwy: rhapsody... remembers to trill that Sysiphus... and -esque...
***** and blahs the world over for... solidarity of... compensated vitriol... jeff is an ugly u(n)(c)kle... jeff is a ****** loon: serenity... theme park expactation project: alpha 50.9... he's an an FM in frequence... and best listened to: when "reading was a thing": typo... of digest... a **** queen and ***** quag...
calofornian subtitles... ever since... ever since... a petty Hague and Hue... european conquest of time... and something akin to h'america... and its louisiana purchase: ratio no. 2! fly-over **** Iowa...
it's not like... croatia was... the Balkans was such a small: and ditto: afffair of... inbreeding folks... lord: lowd and... spandex 1980s Berlin to... give revenue in all things that catered in retaining... a loathing of... pertained to... CWISP... trill the R who? the french hark it... the english... larp... woebot... for every robot... they... tarantulla tongue numb that...
whyming... RHYME-B'OH... ******* kings and queens... it's the "united states": having to annex the forntiers... the annex on conquistador... velcommen mingling xo xo xo...
the "encrypted" sexuality of a the concept of female hands... misguided by the proportions... best hid in a niqab... but when exposed: pork meets... buffalo-slingers... no... arab / camel jockey hands... are not beijing... or ***... porcelein hands... you could... **** a ******* camel neck... and i am: the beck unfucked cockrel you best wish: yawn-yacht... you never never... ever... called a forking...
arab women have these fat hands that black women... would require... 12" of envy a white anorexic would require of them... to muster... a blasphemy and... a kenyan litany... some of that sort... all i know... jesus be all big with... post-apocalyptic protestantism in post-colonial... "oops" of the 21st century... forgive i.e. tow what?
how about... i allow my grandfather a death by demetia... and then i wait... i wait for nothing... or i wait for: "history"... no... sooner i wait for... the brothel... than this bollocking waste of time of... frank zappa is... burning up like... a heretic... within... a 1m sq. of a proximity to mecca!
how fortunate: the man with... none... how fortunate... the grievance of a man with so much... to have to... find... poker-dole... facing... a man with the queen's penny... i am a man worth of a queen's penny... does that even become know... respected... for all the money grieved into making up... the honoruable citizens' tax invested: "quest"... i am... its last... radical... and... royalist... i have to come... with a parade of worded -ings and thinning paroles!
this birth of a new: a nation of fat-whips and bores! let me become inclined to leisure... for the lost revelation of a tenure of fiction!
what was "once" a female... has "become" the homosexual... what was "once"... the mother in law... has now "become": the bridget... and nuance shellshock... fraserburgh... kid-joy... ****... an ode to: joe... the... ben nevis and bon jovi of... the... "nuanced"... and... "pioneers": all best reserved... for the alaskan and the louisina purchase... and... the lost told tide of... the spaniards: arms... goths... north africa... reconquista... conquistadors... sooth talking some mayans and aztecs into: "in-breeding"... miriad... moors... gives us a tan... us... whitey loop holes... tanning with a mongrel cocktail a mongol... typo... tan ****-up tao... tanning with tao... tow tufu **** what?! beijing fwend a fwied deifying pig loco? vibes... first locomotive **** promo... last fist comes first and thirst... no... samuel beckett's sore... so... sore n'oh m'aw... savvy... you... *******... gooseberry savoured prim nancy?!