I’m mourning! waking up to a warning! every morning inside me is storming! dark clouds forming, circling informing me “you are no longer here for me to feel” **** for saying I’m in transforming **** for causing my sorrow by your laughters **** the road to heal and whoever tells me that how can I possibly heal when my healer is gone? HOW? How the **** praying or manifesting going to fix anything? **** everyone who act like they were there for him when he was breathing. **** for trying to understand the lesson of his passing this soon! **** for temporary *** people in his life that act temporary with their feelings too