I'm breaking daily My minds in overdrive I have to have a pill to keep my self alive I'm trying my hardest not to hurt myself I just want to put my hopes ambitions and dreams upon a high shelf I will never open up about my demons I will never tell my thoughts I will never let you see my darkest dreams of hearing the ones I care abouts screams i sit alone at night watching the most horrible thoughts play out infront of my eyes so I grab the knife and take out the pain on my skin feeling the warm liquid wash away my sin