I hope you know your the reasone why i cry myself to sleep at night. That i think about suicide. that ill never be who i want to be. i always want to be dead. i wish god had never created me in the first place. that everything u say to me mentally kills me. im aparantly just a stupid nobody. that ill never find love. i cant handle this anymore i want to run away to see if you really care about my feelings. or if you think im a person who does not feel anything.