Don't pretend to understand
The pain from my angle.
To your living you cannot  
No matter how pure you are
Good intentions and Well wishes
Are expected where as she,
They will be along
when least Expected.
I've given up so that proves this
As complete *******
Doesn't it?
You've got some one,  holding you down. I am only now starting to see
They all are better off without me.  
Only now dealing with never knowing
Real love, from the type to walk away.  
It's hard to be alright with if I die alone.  When.  I meet far far less that actually see me