on the couch
tv is loud
head on my lap
completely spaced out

you're on mars
your eyes seem far
i'm frustrated
but don't know where to start

i just can't help but feel
i could do more than this
i should be more than this
i deserve more than this
i just need more than this
know it's nothing against
you or anything you did
just realized i can't pretend
that i don't crave more than this