I want to be hopelessly in love with someone. And I know, I'm probably not destined to be anything more than a friend to anyone, but I can't stop making up scenarios in my head in which someone, someday would love me back. I get it if I'm not supposed to have that. God knows I'm messed up in all the wrong places, but I know this haphazard heart of mine could love someone. I could love someone so purely and raw. I could if given the chance!