Let me tell you one thing they don't teach you, and why they couldn't teach you about it.
you'll find yourself at places in life where nothing makes sense, and no words can make truth out of it.
You will go crazy, specially thinking that no way in ******* hell that you're the first person to feel this.
I know you did everything right.
I know you can put it into words.
But let me tell you that lots have tried but all have failed.
That's why it's never on movies, nor music or poetry.
No one can answer your questions, this is only yours, and to each has their own as well.
Every person has a crazy side that no one dares to talk about.
When you're in a point of life where you need to fuel more of reality then daydreams, it's time to grow.
And it's going to hurt, but you have to shed and cut of parts of you so new ones can grow.
You're going to cry.. A lot!
And there's no shame of it, the strongest mountain would fall to dust if it was effected with what you're going through.
And as big as it feels on your chest, as heavy on your back, it's going to be better, the weight shall fall, but very, very slowly.
So you have to hang in there.
Please don't take these words lightly.
And listen for the good life that's coming ahead.
Don't get me wrong, it does not get easier, not at all,
but you will be evolved and when that time comes..
I promise you that it hurts less.
Take it in before you let it go.