In the end, all I am is a memory so I wonder who will remember me will I grow old and have a legacy or will I die young and be erased from history
will I change the world for good will any of my actions ever be understood will I fade into obscurity will anything I ever do matter in eternity
I’m no nihilist but what if this means nothing does it really matter what day is my ending if I die when I’m not ready does that really matter and if I live without a soulmate is that really a disaster
nothing matters but I can still cry life is pointless but I don’t want to die I will never mean anything but I can still try
to wish for love and happiness seems so pointless but nevertheless I will always believe there's hope in all of this mess.