I'm so depressing
if I'm ever alone again
I don't want to become darkness

I'm so desperate
I stay with you instead
confused if your sadness
matches with my loneliness

we are always the toxic pair
one starts to rot while the other stays there

you turn the lights off
you turn them on
feeling dizzy

if you say the truth in that tone
I'll feel like I don't belong

I'm not sorry
I'm just mad

I don't want to be dependent
but
you're all I have

I wish you understood
we're not good for eachother