i want it more than you do
i'm trying harder than i seem to be
it's just that everytime i settle in
just before i slip away with sleep
i feel a tickle on my cheek
and a hand on my neck
hear deep breaths
that seem to come from my bed
it moves underneath me
or maybe i'm just scared
scared to open my eyes
and see something there
that was not before
feel like such a kid
too grown to be this scared
i'm making myself sick