There’s a version of me somewhere that is a little goth princess. Or as a fairy somewhere pretty. Like a bumblebee just floating along. Or as country as a scarecrow, homegrown and strong. Or maybe I’d live in the city, turtlenecks and glasses and coffee. Hopping the train to work at the newspaper. Or maybe I could try to like me. A girl who’s not really a girl anymore, and is completely lost. Who knows who she’ll be.