About to have a break down Grabbed a pen and notebook Wrote it all down and let go Somethings are beyond say Have no control out of hand Can't do anything wait it out Doing the grunt work exhausted Crazy enough to do more Family always in conflict Praying to God with grace can't do it alone need faith They'd work out the differences Always in the middle of it all Trying to stay out not get involved This heart means well and to help Out of frustration this mouth opens Says something that will offend Trying to make peace for all Causing more separation Eventually taking all the blame Everyone unites left out looking in