Here I am sitting by your house like a ghost
No music, no lights, so close.
I drove for hours just to talk to my soul, Then got possessed by the memories you sold.
Do you remember me..?
Such a delicate question as a tear hits my nose.
I’m weak and my eyes become froze.
Gripping the steering wheel and slowly fading behind the seatbelt is the only thing that seems mellow.
Hello...
As Billie Ellish voice soothingly comes threw the radio
“What the hell did I do”?
Never been the type to
Let some one see right threw
Ooo

As I roll up the windows and turn up the volume
Singing...
Maybe if you take me back
Say I was the one to make you laugh
And see me in this car tonight and hold me and just say I’m coming back!
The road is getting blurry now
The tears are coming just to laugh
I LOVE YOU.
I love you
....
I don’t want to
But I love you
Ooo

Guess it’s my time now,
I should go home and drive back now
As I take a deep breath and text you for the last time.

6/11/2020
...I tried & I’m here when you need me.
I leave you with another gun to **** me
I back slowly
To be honest I don’t even know how I got home but just like healing
Slowly but surely