Jun 2020
THE FEAR OF JUDGEMENT, PANIC AND WORRY SETTLE IN,
AS THE SUN FADES INTO CLOUDS,
NAY IT IS NOT SETTING,
BUT MERELY IT IS GOING AWAY SO THAT THE RAIN MAY COME,
BUT MY PANIC IS NOT FROM THE SUN GOING AWAY,
IT IS FROM THE FACT THAT I DECIDED TO SHARE MY LOVE FOR MAKING VIDEOS WITH THE WORLD,
IT IS THE FEAR OF BEING JUDGED THAT HAS TAKEN OVER ME,
IT WAS MY FRIEND’S IDEA,
SHE SAID YOU MAKE GREAT VIDEOS AND I THINK YOU COULD GO VIRAL,
BUT WHAT IS THE PRICE OF GOING VIRAL,
IS IT YOUR MENTAL OR EMOTIONAL HEALTH,
WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE WILL BE THERE,
WILL THEY BE KIND LIKE THE ONE’S WHO LIKED AND REPLIED TO MY COMMENTS ON OTHER CREATORS VIDEOS,
OR WILL THEY BE MEAN AND CRUEL HEARTED,
ONE CAN ONLY WAIT AND SEE IF THE STORM MEETS YOU OR THE RAINBOW
AS THE SUN FADES INTO CLOUDS,
NAY IT IS NOT SETTING,
BUT MERELY IT IS GOING AWAY SO THAT THE RAIN MAY COME,
BUT MY PANIC IS NOT FROM THE SUN GOING AWAY,
IT IS FROM THE FACT THAT I DECIDED TO SHARE MY LOVE FOR MAKING VIDEOS WITH THE WORLD,
IT IS THE FEAR OF BEING JUDGED THAT HAS TAKEN OVER ME,
IT WAS MY FRIEND’S IDEA,
SHE SAID YOU MAKE GREAT VIDEOS AND I THINK YOU COULD GO VIRAL,
BUT WHAT IS THE PRICE OF GOING VIRAL,
IS IT YOUR MENTAL OR EMOTIONAL HEALTH,
WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE WILL BE THERE,
WILL THEY BE KIND LIKE THE ONE’S WHO LIKED AND REPLIED TO MY COMMENTS ON OTHER CREATORS VIDEOS,
OR WILL THEY BE MEAN AND CRUEL HEARTED,
ONE CAN ONLY WAIT AND SEE IF THE STORM MEETS YOU OR THE RAINBOW
Hey ya'll.. It's been a while. I've been making Tiktoks on a private account but my friend was like you make great videos, share them with the world. So, after 6 months of her saying this, i finally caved in today but I have a lot of nerves and in order to combat those nerves, i wrote this poem for poetry truly heals and combats emotions. P.S. Spread love not hate always.
