It seems I can only write about love. Which is weird because I am completely alone. There is no one in the world who I want to hug And not a single person, place, or thing I can call home.
Maybe it's that I am writing for someone else? A stranger who needs to read loving words. I think I write for everyone but myself. I canβt pretend that being this lonely doesnβt hurt.
I think this is irony, but I am not sure. My life feels pitiful and stupid. There is not much more I can endure. Perhaps love is just not something for which I am suited.
Alas, I will continue to write. Because it is the only thing I can do. My silly little poems give me life. Even though reading my beautiful words make me blue.