Tick and tick as the clock lingers I stare at the candle, the candle that incinerates to bestow me with light, the light that I gave up on, at the first breaths of this night.
The granite beneath my feet sidles and erodes with every passing second. and I peer at the ceiling yearning for somebody to provide one helping hand.
Never have I longed for sleep as of this night, for its been months I crave for it's sight. But then I see him, right before my eyes as if he were the only moon of a million skies.
Like a blooming lily in a puddle of abyss, He sleeps right before me wrapped by a quilt of peace. I so envy him with every bit of my might, for I lack what he holds despite how hard I fight.
And to perplex me and to add to my fears, a voice inside me groans while yelling "How can you sleep, when you haven't woken up in years?"
Now he stands the only one who knows how to sleep, so I keep asking him but to add to my miseries, corpses do not speak.
So I keep staring at him, while this one question gulps me down as a whole, "Why does a body sometimes die leaving behind it's soul?"