Hes not that bad I say On my knees again his friends laugh Hes not that bad I say He yells at me for a minor thing I did Hes not that bad I say When he calls me stupid Hes not that bad I say smaller portion for me he says I'm fat Hes not that bad I say When he raise a hand to me (I flinch) Hes not that bad I say Split lip cracked ribs Hes not that bad I say When hes calling other girls Hes not that bad I say When I leave and he says he loves me Hes not that bad I say I think I can fix him Hes not that bad I say No means no and he does it anyway Hes not that bad I say When he holds my hand my fingers are broken Hes not that bad I say When I've called the police again (just a misunderstanding) Hes not that bad I say When his hands leave my throat Hes not that bad I say I get flowers and I rasp I love them Hes not that bad I say When I pull the trigger