Lost for words turn of events Dk how to feel so much chaos Not my fight trying to stay out But getting all the backlash Should've said something Not getting involved Always taking the heat Not going in or too deep Hurting from anxiety Can't sleep sacred for family Praying to God crying out loud Lost it all before losing it again Relocated not giving into hatred Had a bad attitude checked myself Writing to forget deal with this pain Would take the bullet to the head Better me than them feeling dead Heart is racing pacing in a panic Social media informed depressed Don't let it lose meaning devalued Become purposeless or destroy homes