I realized, looking into her eyes
In a picture
In a room
In my mind
That I never gave her a chance

She deserves better

And every time I think of her,
I want to be that

We forced it
And ****, was it hot
But I'm not about to lose her
And in order to keep her
We need the parking break

It's time to stop putting pressure on us both
And just be
Be friends
Be loving
Be spiritual
Be understanding
Be strong and weak
And be with and without

There's a serenity in the days
I miss her so dearly, but I know now
How much I needed this
How much we needed this

I am in a relationship, contrary to electronic letters
and words

I pray about you often
Just about every time I pray, honestly
And the thought of you with another man makes me physically ill
I almost can't imagine it

I love you more than I can put into words
And simply for the sole reason that you are
Who you are