Writing everyday not sure anymore What to do with it who will benefit Thought there was an audience Doing it to help pass the time Sometimes a moment replayed A rewind to the moment trying to repeat Always wanted to get personal and deep No one cares or feels the same Unless you're doing favors or taking crap Tried to connect feeling more disconnected Sent away even though this heart wants to stay The mind said ***** it be better Find yourself be better somewhere else One day make great money for the future Be able to own a house achieve another goal Should be living in the moment living for now