watch gray inking night turn to amber like a special ink upon some mysterious blotting paper and the same state as previous of profound emotional turmoil thunders within my heart what cause is this that has so overwhelmed me what sorcery is it that binds me to tears that blink through wet stained eyelashes and wash upon my face in tumbling droplets form a recreation of heightened moments of my consciousness the weightlessness of inner thought It makes me know the winds speech realise the attempted elimination of identity and I try desperately to hide from the gargoyles that now stalk me through the streets and smell their black breath hanging in the air like some kind of numbing intoxicant mist and I try to resolve the enigma that is the core of my being that which contains the esoteric voice of the wind in rapacious resoundements of remembrance that cannot be recalled to mind