Always going going going but you never know where you're headed. Why is that? Why can't you pick somewhere instead of running running running around in my head in circles circles circles that never seem to end? But I guess that's the point of circles anyway, isn't it? That they go on and on and on? I think the real problem is the uncertainty. Not the circles or the continuity, but the uncertainty that you exude like it's your aura. If I were a psychic I wouldn't see a color surrounding you, I would see a speed, and that speed would be fast because you don't stop but
do you remember where you started?
have you ever just been
still
in the quiet of a star-lit night,
adapting that silent, empty speed to be full of
starlight and
beauty and
uncomplicated questions about
why you don't know where you're going -
is it because you don't know who you are?
because you don't want to know where you've been?
does it matter?
you need to learn to understand that
stillness isn't stagnation,
silence isn't empty,
and having a purpose doesn't diminish the importance of the journey,
it magnifies it.
let the quiet remind you of who you are,
and absorb that stillness
as if you are a sponge
that appreciates time spent
in careful thought
more than the water that fills you
slowly
and drips from your edges.
because you can't go that fast forever, and *I'm tired of trying to keep up.