I'm trying to hate you
it's not going so well
I end up hating myself

have you forgiven me ?
I'm still so sorry
sorry I don't apologize
I feel guilty every night

Ignore me
leave me all alone
I don't deserve you anymore

I want to cry some more
who have I become

I miss you
I loved and I love you

so much time apart
I don't understand
everything I do sounds wrong

I hate myself a little more everyday
how can you speak to me again

I wish I didn't try and fix broken things
all of my emotions are bleeding into the heat