Numerology disturbs my fragile mind with its meanings of numbers which I think have no real meaning or use as symbols or signs and I seem to have a built-in bent ingrained in my head toward assigning definitions of meanings to these homogeneous numbers even though my conscious mind rebels at the thought so, you know, when some sign of a monster comes popping up into my life I get a bit of a freak-out twinge but, I know, nothing ever happens.