Body numb. Brain empty. Heart hurts. Whole me is paralyzed. Everything is not fine None of it are Its getting me ***** myself up Without further ado scenarios riding like a coast Feelings driving like a pro None of them are fine Even when you try to smile Every step is not worthwhile Even when you know where to sail No one is backing you when you fail Its dive in or succumb with the cruel tail Where fantasy seize to be fantasized Where dreams seize to be dreamed And where pain seize to hurt None of them are well and fine When the clock ticks at every second While you lay your back on your head board Thinking everything will vanish in a snap of a finger Hoping reality wont be cruel as it already is. However you canβt stop it from happening, You canβt stop the clock from rotating against its solars You need to live with it. May it be bad or lucky. Because none of it are fine and well handed to you