for months i have been ready,
I've wanted to give up
i feel like life is not worth it,
like there's no point in trying

people say all the time,
"don't give up on your dreams."
do they really know me?

i've been in my own boxing match for far too long,
i'm struggling to fight against myself
its almost time for a knock out
cause i'm done, and the fight is over

i'm not fighting to be happy
i'm not fighting to keep some person in my life,
i'm simply fighting to stay alive

since the day i turned to the dark
since the day i realized i was depressed and alone
since the day i started high school,
I've been a fighter

but.....

why fight when your gonna loose?
why run when your not fast enough?
why sing when you can't hit the right notes?
why try to keep it together when you know you can't?

is it worth it to loose the fight of your life?
is it worth it if you are in last place?
is it worth it if you never get a solo?
is it worth it when you are going to fall apart?

is life worth it?