My failure complete Now I weep Intermittently Throughout the day I accept She is through with me Only internally Though The drops flow On the surface A face of stone Sinking below Undertows Still adrift In the first I let go Where to go now Is now One more thing I donβt know An uncertainty Future Futile to resist All because By myself I preferred to desist My existence Consistently Disappointments Of disloyalty, Distance, Disingenuous Dissonance In discordant Disguises amiss In its thinking of you As but showing you bliss Was in fact for us even A work in progress And if nothing more comes of The timeless expanse We spent urging The merging Us into romance I am glad to have seen you As you would see me I am honored beyond love That I was once we And Iβll never forget you Regrets, mine alone And still mold in your image This earth We call home