Did you love me like I love you? Do you miss me like I miss you?
Are all of the things that you hated, the things you miss the most? Are you still kicking yourself for thinking of me as soon as you wake up and as soon as you get into bed?
Will I ever not see shimmers of your absence everywhere I look? Will I ever find someone as exhilarating as you?
Am I going to ever stop wondering if youβre going to message me saying you regret it? Am I ever going to stop loving you?
When will this get easier? When will it become me and not us?