I can no longer breathe without the regrets of pushing you away.... my eyes cloud up as my mind reveals our finest memories, the little time that I had you to call mine. I failed to inform you as much as I sought out to.. that you are the very thing that keeps me striving to move forward. you are the very blood in my veins keeping me alive and breathing.... but I could not tell you this. I could not let you know the things that I held inside, in fear of rejection. in fear that the words I longed to speak would push you further than the actions I had revealed to be me.... I gave you my breath, and you let it go.... but I forgive you for it all, for you had no intensions of hurting me.. did you?