since i can't be found in your heart, i hope you find me in other little places
like in the folds of your bed after a long day of work
or
in a commercial advertising a movie i dragged you to see
or
in the bobby pins and hair ties i "casually" left on your bedside table
or
in the letter i gave you spilling my guts (in which i still stand by)
or
in the old text messages i have banned myself from looking at
since i can't be found in your heart, i hope you'll find me in distant places
like 2 months from now
or
6 years from tomorrow
just find me, please. **because i'm still waiting for you.