I’m sorry for speaking ill Of the living. I’m sorry for leaving The door wide open While the children slept. I’m sorry I ran to the lighthouse Where every painting pointed I’m sorry for whispering Descending numbers into a rose bush (I had to prove I was real)
I’m sorry, barefoot With the dogs And the wild boar. Barely perching. (I knew then, something held me) And that time In the room With the ***** wallpaper. How The world ended right there (Behind my eyes).
So you take it. This with no name This with the prowl in its eyes. Am I your ram? Your grand offering? I carry a hell Behind each eyelid And a deep knowing I refuse to name.