Soon as i peel my eyes open i hear it
I hear my heart vehemently beating against my ribcage
I shut my eyes tight but it beats louder and faster
I want to cry but my eyes are too stubborn to let any tear drop
I want to scream but i don't want them to think I'm crazy
I stare into nothingness hoping for it to stop
I am angry that i can't help myself
I am angry that i can't even cry
I am ****** that i allowed this feeling
My daddy used to tell me i was strong
You should see your little girl now daddy
Hurdled up in a corner imprisoned by thought and emotion.
Enxiety is a real *****!