i'm only writing to look busy because the girl across from me is typing furiously and i can see her tired eyes and her glasses sliding down her nose as she tries not to fall asleep i wouldn't want to be a distraction sitting here doing absolutely nothing
its 2:42am and the world is asleep i didn't drink enough water today my throat sighs my tear ducts are empty and there are no more tears to cry
i just want to watch the sunrise i want to feel your gentle arms around me and rest my head on your shoulder as the sun peaks out from beneath the ocean
i want to walk with you and know your thoughts i just want to drive and keep going down a never ending highway listening to the comfortable silence
i want to end on a beach lying on a blanket and listening to the waves fold over each other like our arms and legs used to
i want to feel peace
i want to fall asleep right now but only if it means i don't have to wake up