My comatose
Is consuming me internally
Glowing on the outside
But there's a fire feeding on my organs.
I have never felt so alone,
Yet I have never been less so.
Little one,
Destroying a world that once existed
And creating for me all the while,
A brand new meaning, being.
I am terrified.
I am lost.
I am suffering.
Yet little one,
You are my purpose now.  
Giving up the one that I love,
For you.
For I shall love you my whole life,
And all other love is fleeting.
The guilt that I feel is unbearable.  
Yet all that I do is for you,
Little one.
I hope one day you know that.
Everything, everything,
Was always for you.
Time winds down.
Six months until I hold you.
I will never let you go.
I've said this once before,
To another.
Maybe you will call him 'father'.
Maybe not.
YOU
Are my angel now.
You are my angel,
Little one.
I will love you my whole life.
My tiny miracle.