Sad how people change Years of bullying Pretending to care Tried to control the situation Not accepted or one of them Expected to fall into tank Not part of the group Only by default welcomed Or if a favor is needed Couldn't stay calm or get cozy One day you are liked Things felt unbelievable Others you are excluded Seen as the enemy looked down on Had an opinion got ignored All the judgement took it Criticized did nothing wrong Double standards with a twist Always ******* over Told never go against the family Felt like the family was ready to attack Lonely in a room full of people An empty room feels normal Write it out things feel right