The rose is gone
The light is broken
IT ALL HURTS
IT ALL STINGS
I STARE AND STARE
AT THE LETTER YOU WROTE ME
I WASN'T ENOUGH FOR YOU
I COULDN'T DO ENOUGH FOR YOU
AND ALL I FEEL IS HURT
ALL I DO IS STARE
I WANT TO B L E E D
UNTIL THE ONLY THING I THINK ABOUT
IS THE PAIN IN MY ARMS
I WANT TO C H O K E
UNTIL THE ONLY THING I THINK ABOUT
IS THE PAIN AROUND MY THROAT
I WANT TO PUNCH THE WALLS
UNTIL THE ONLY THING I THINK ABOUT
IS THE PAIN IN MY HANDS
I WANT TO HIT MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL
UNTIL THE ONLY THING I THINK ABOUT
IS THE PAIN IN MY HEAD
I WANT TO SCREAM TO THE UNIVERSE
THAT IT'S NOT FAIR
I WANT TO D R O W N
UNTIL IT ALL GOES AWAY
I WANT TO SOB
UNTIL IT FEELS LIKE MY HEAD IS SPLITTING OPEN
I WANT TO SHOVE MY PILLS DOWN MY THROAT
UNTIL IT ALL GOES BLACK
I WANT TO JUMP OFF A BUILDING
AS IF I COULD FLY
THEN DIE