The plan didn't work Been winging it over time He thought long term it ended shortly He thought it would never happen But went the distances surprised himself The day he said he loved her She looked at him with paranoid Then they never spoke again He moved onto the next Why did the ex the past come back Claiming to miss him she let him go He tried to recover and found another She loved him but he knew his past He was not emotionally available The confusion lots of bad choices Fears he'd make another bad decision