I’ve felt lost Like tangerines being pushed into the Discotheque of animosity slowly murdering each other’s nebula with Arms crossed over and eyes blazing joints among the durable and dangerous Architectures where the faculties of the skull No longer admit the worms of the senses How much time may be disjointed while everyone Takes to their wondering sky The glass floor the rock beaten path The somber shadow of neglect justifies My hiding from the world somewhere I shatter into a billion pieces and slowly the collapse remembers how it once Felt the ugly ball of lights thrusting each beam into my skin A metallic taste in my mouth The groovy red liquid that makes life dependable as painted laughs Migrate to the other side of dawn No one hopes for anything Let it all disintegrate into the coming rainfall Gathering in small odd shaped holes all over the cities belly Barbwire disguises melancholy gasps of breath I’ve seen you in those hours where anything can happen And it does No longer waiting at the long table No response no self doubt My particles coagulate in my throat The simple thought disappears A night of unrest turns your skin inside out as The violence escalates into silent picture mode Only thirst recovering from three days of religion And no explanation is needed I know when all those beautiful sad laughs you send out on every Other month finally arrive I’ll be ready to open my eyes Hold my hands out and receive you in full Is this your spirit? Or the glare coming off the street lamps Just close the door And lose all memory of me