I’m sorry I’m sorry I can’t be the perfect daughter because I’m not a girl. I want to make you happy, but I’m slowly dying. My mind keeps putting up a fight I keep getting weaker. I don’t want to fight with my self anymore Why can’t I just shut up?? I want it to stop! I want to be happy with our feeling scared! But I can’t and I won’t This is my new life. I’m sorry for Changing, but I need to live.