When it all looks so final totally banal and the canal looks like a nice place to sleep so cool and so deep and it would keep you forever wrapped in its water caught up in a green swirl of a dream amidst the pike,carp and bream that would nuzzle your nose and pick at your toes blowing bubbles your troubles are but drizzle on the breeze here and there gone tomorrow.
You don't get to see sorrow until you've been through the mill paid the dues and wanted to **** yourself at least twice a week and leaked blood from your eyes when you've seen her out with several better looking guys when you've prised off the top of your head and in bed when you can't even sleep. Then the canal does look so cool and so deep. I keep a canal in my heart it's been broken and I don't want to start looking for another place to sleep so I keep and will keep it bit by bit it will drain away and another day will begin.
Just another day to watch him and see her and see that grin on his face. but I'll show him how to grin in a deeper place somewhere off the beaten track he won't be coming back but I will.