One, to take the edge of. Two, to make me numb. Three, to get rid of the pain. Four, to make me feel like ****. Five, to make my mind go to sleep. Six, to make me think I'm not so weak. Seven , to see that I'm just a fraud. Eight , to watch my soul leave my body. Nine, hope I'll finally see God. Ten, it's time to say goodbye. It's time for my eyes to close. It's time i leave, this is not where i belong.