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Apr 2020
I just want to be cool
I don’t want to be sick
But when I do things wrong
I feel everyone is against me
I want to be liked by all
I don’t want to be hated at all
But overall I do
Want to be a nice person
I want to work but I need to learn
How to make myself happy
In every single way
I need to be adapted into the real world
And not have nothing to do
But I need to have training
In learning about the world
I know people like me
In my art classes and ****
But I don’t want psych ward or gaol
I don’t want to keep saying
I love my life too much to **** my self
I don’t want to **** my self
But I want to be in the real world
Having fun amongst other things
I don’t want a job with my art
That is what I do for fun
I want to learn how to face my fears
But treated like a normal person yeah
I don’t like shoes about men wanting to **** themselves that is rather lame
I don’t want to pushed and bullied into
Things I ain’t into even though it works for them
I don’t want people to have dreams for me
Even if it works for them
I want to learn on how to live in the real world
But I want to make my imagination strong
I want people on the street to understand I am struggling
I don’t want to be treated like my negative **** of a mate Daniel
I used to be scared of dogs
But though I have reason to be scared of some I know there are lots of friendly dogs around
I am allergic to bees
And I want people to give me ways
To beat it so I don’t feel scared of life
I don’t want to keep looking up unnecessary like hearing my voices from the past
Even if I like the voices of the past
I want to stop being treated like a shy person too scared of life
Cause I want to love life
I am getting to the stage I want people to die so I can send them to their next lives so I can see what they are doing
I worry about the things I did in the past stopping me from getting what I want now
I am into really wanting to learn a lot about life
Written by
johnny georgy brown
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