Sometimes When I’m reading through Old history Messages that I sent to you I can’t believe That you’d ever amuse, Humor me In my lunacy Barely coherent On tangents I’m off again Just to sound smart, Win your heart And be off again On some unyielding Crusade to make sense of you Next to The rest of the world And all I could do With or without you Within it Provide for you Constant adventure’s Amenity Pleasantry, Wisdom And insight I felt Kept you next to me When anywhere Else but my side Would be What I think would be best For the you And the me