She heads home
        and without a word
she heads to the
           bathroom.
She’s tired of being alive,
     of breathing,
of fighting.
       But no-one knows.
                She misses the feeling,
        that made her
                                   pain
                                          disappear.
          Even if it was just for a while,
                  it was that time
that she didn't have to spend,
          fighting.