I put makeup on
to hide the tears

I lugh just to
chase away the sadness

I sing songs in my head
just to keep from thinking

But I don't think that's enough
anymore to keep away
the impending breakdown
I'm destined to have.

All I want to do is scream
until my throat is raw

Then scream some more
until I lose my voice.

Then still try
to scream

But I don't think that's enough
anymore to keep away
the impending breakdown
I'm destined to have.