I can’t let go of my pain
In fact memories flood my brain
This hurt reminds me that things aren’t the same
I never looked at you to blame
But I’m not sure I could look at you the same
Yet for all this pain
How am I too explain
Sometime I feel like I’m going insane
I love you
I hate you
Idk
How could fate be so cruel
Yeah I played the fool
Seem the jester
Could only jest
But I just played the fool
Honestly I wish you stayed
But I wasn’t ready for the card you played
No hard feelings
I’m not even jaded
It’s the way you played it
It was bound to hurt no matter how you played it