I have a fear of drowning.
sounds random, I know, but
bear with me.
I'm not scared of the water,
it's a force too great to prompt
anything bar acceptance.
It's the suffocation part invokes
fear. Those seconds in which
you are in a trance
a state
of pure lack of control.
When emotion comes
in waves of confusion,
lapping you up and,
leaving you
desolate as the beach without
the shield of the sea,
baring it's naked underbelly to
the world.
I have a fear of drowning.
I am constantly afraid,
suffocating under the weight of
my own sea.